i am jacq.

since i met him, i had changed. half of my self is not me anymore. i change myself to be more like him. i like what he likes. i want to know everything about him. anything related to him. i do it so we'll have the same interest.share the same story.talk about the same thing. to build chemistry between us....is that what we call 'love'? ^^ love is beautiful....love is giving without expecting anything in return. it does not envy. it is not self-seeking. not easily angered. it always protects.always trusts, always hope,always perseveres. Love never fails.....

but, the true love can only be found in Jesus. mankind's love is imperfect. it's temporary...

maybe he is not for me..he might be the wrong man. maybe we are not meant to each other... his love becomes faded..gone as the day goes by...but my love is still here..hidden somewhere in my heart..once you found it, it will becomes first love again...or the other way around.

and now, i'm searching for my true identity..the old but original one...kind of lost it since I've been in the so-called relationship.

my boo.

yer~

being a loser once again.......

the so-called love.

love is annoying. i am strong. i knew it.

cekgu......

Dedicated to my late teacher.

A Teacher for All Seasons

A teacher is like Spring,
Who nurtures new green sprouts,
Encourages and leads them,
Whenever they have doubts.

A teacher is like Summer,
Whose sunny temperament
Makes studying a pleasure,
Preventing discontent.

A teacher is like Fall,
With methods crisp and clear,Lessons of bright colors
And a happy atmosphere.

A teacher is like Winter,
While it’s snowing hard outside,
Keeping students comfortable,
As a warm and helpful guide.

Teacher, you do all these things,
With a pleasant attitude;
You’re a teacher for all seasons,
And you have my gratitude!

By Joanna Fuchs

rasanya seperti baru semalam cikgu mengajar kami di kelas. dan sekarang, cgu sudah tidak lagi bersama kami. sorry cgu kalau ada tingkah laku dan perbuatan saya yg pernah menyinggung perasaan cgu. you are a great teacher. dedicated to your students. sy menyesal sbb x sempat berterima kasih atas semua jasa cgu. last may, i'm thinking of making a card for you and the other teachers to express my gratitude for all that they have done in my life. but i'm too busy for something else and now, i will not have the chance anymore. i missed the chance...huhu

beautiful liar...

wow.........for the first time,i have been cheated by someone and it was very2 painful. his behavior has destroyed my trust in him. why he betrays me? i wish that i will never know all the lies. should i grieving over this betrayal? too tired to be angry again. let bygones be bygones.

orang gila?

banyak orang gila d kudat sekarang. hmm..bukan gila kot. mungkin ada masalah mental sikit. kurang waras sikit dari yg waras. setakat ni,sudah 3 orang saya jumpa.
1. C udang
nama dia kazen sy panggil c udang.sebab hari2 dia cakap xda udang.macam la dia jual udang. kazen sy suka tyn dia ada udang ka hari ni. dia cakap xda udang owh.lucu c udang. ni perbualan dia sama kazen saya.
kazen : ada udang ka hari ni?
C udang : xda owh..kuat angin hari ni.
blablabla(x ingat yg lain)
p/s: kalau ko jumpa dia d kudat,ko tyn ja ada udang ka? mesti dia jawab punya.haha

2. xtau nama dia
saya duduk2 sama kazen lelaki saya.baru thn 6.dia makan buah jambu yg kena potong2 tu. itu orang limpas depan kami.ngam2 kazen sy tngah makan jambu. dia cakap:
org gila 2 : hai! lama x jumpa owh..bagi sy 1 boleh ka? (dia minta jambu)
tiba2 ni.kazen sy pun bagi la.

3. org gila hp
ni lagi pelik.dia suka angkat telefon wlpun xda org kol.dia ming'bizi2' urus bisnes konon. ni yang sy dengar dia cakap d hp.
org gila hp : macam mana sudah tu rumah? kejap lagi sy pigi bank kasi keluar 5 juta. haha sot

nanti sy sambung.mau balik dl.hehe

home sweet home!

hahaha! i'm home! :D
that's all.hee

p/s: i don't like cooking. please send a cook to my house. :( haha