my beloved

21st march 2009 (5.40 am)
1 can't sleep last night....but i woke up early...how can i forget him?
he is everwhere....in my mind...in my heart...in my phone...in my laptop...
i'm still waiting a text from him...i dont know...........
once i let you go, it would be hard to accept me again.....this is what he said..should i feel regret?
i dont know.....i hate making a decision....but last night,i asked him to let me go..
actually, saya memang menyesal...but i cant stand it anymore.. he keep doing the thing i HATE THE MOST. when i read their messages last nite, my legs become so weak..nasib baek saya duduk atas kerusi..kalau tak,dah pengsan kot..hehe..i'm smiling...thanks GOD..
he still cant forget the girl...my friend....i cant be with him selagi masih ada orang lain dlm hati dia. it hurts...but..................entah....it took away all our dreams...my dreams with him..
so sad.......take care with yourself..i'll be good here...miss you boo...
hope someone curi my laptop so that i'll lose all his pic. i cant delete it by myself..
hope my phone will rosak cepat....bolehka saya hilang ingatan so that sy x ingat dia......
huhu...GOD forgive me....ask those silly things...